Rain, leave me drain!!

Scorching summer has no hope..
it leaves me wet..
then I wait for u...
drenched with heat and dust..
accumulating emotions......
within myself.......
....Like you......

Summer, may not be messy,
neat and tidy..
But, it leaves you abandoned....
to wander nowhere,
........Like me.......

Then,you gather yourself....
rise higher...
and higher
and come back....
to make me drain.

Sometimes drizzling,
sometimes fiercely....
with lightning
u scare heat inside
and summer escapes.

Then it's cold,
soil's fragrance and all
makes me smile,
when u fall.

So rain....
Oh rain....
please..come again..
and, leave me drain (ed)!!

End of Ordeal

Too many times, I tried to say..
some good, some bad.....
Tried to look myself,
times when I stood high,
times I fell.
Moments of joy
nourishing pain
was I worth it??
Is it end of ordeal..
or a beginning??
is it my moment of joy..
am I worth it??
Some things I'll never say.....
Some things I cant say.........